Insides - Carly Simon

what if
demanding attention has nothing to do with devotion
and everything to do with selfishness
i'm so jealous i can't speak
god knows, god knows it's hard
it's hard enough
keep my chin up
and harder still to keep afloat
drenched, lying about, spread out on the grass to dry
thought you were somewhere there
'cause i can smell somebody's skin
you've been left out in the santa fe ???
i don't know if i can let you back inside again